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Leaves on the trees Mean nothing to me I say Theatre lights Were always too bright I say In your heart yeah you found A poisonous sound A sky with the bottom in flames On your porch is a chair And your daddy sits there And he sings and he calls out your name She’s dressed up in white But it doesn’t look right So I stand and I scream from my seat But my words are misheard So I leave like a bird Flying north to escape from the heat Everything, Everything’s gonna change x2 Walking the streets With nowhere to be I say The things that you feel They never were real I say Everything, Everything’s gonna change x6 But I remain the same

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I cant sleep anymore The way I used too?I cant love anymore The way I used too I don't know anymore I don’t know anymore. You’ve been changing Darlin Since a year ago or two?I still love you baby?You know I do I don't know anymore I don't know anymore They its gonna kill me?But I don’t really care?I cant seem to put it down Because its my only friend. I lie, I steal, I smoke, I drink and then I cry?I love my girl, my folks, my job, till the day I die. But my life isn’t what it seems.?What does this really mean. I don't know anymore. I don't know anymore

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I escaped from you to los angeles Where the air clings to you like a soaking dress And the leaves don’t age like in michigan I escaped from you to los Angeles I came out here to find a better place To save myself from these structured ways Oh these kids just know how to play it safe I came out here to find a better place Away from her Well the car is still running And my stuff in the trunk Don't hold onto to something that never will come And if I leave here tonight dear there's no turning back I'm going to LA with your heart in my hands

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This feral heart begins to race Then all at once the voice of reason fades away Shadow of doubt comes creeping in That's when the war between the head and heart begins This tidal wave comes crashing over And everything I thought I knew gets washed away My shallow grave comes ever closer Til the medication makes it all better again This bullet train rolls down the track And once it's up to speed, there's no turning back There is nothing to fear but fear itself But fear itself can be a fate far worse than death This tidal wave comes crashing over And everything I thought I knew gets washed away My shallow grave comes ever closer Til the medication makes it all better again

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I can’t get your perfume off of my shirt I burned all the postcards that didn’t work Stars in Aspen, snow up top Promised me things, you could not I latched the windows, braced for the storm But I have no one to keep me warm The flames are only meant to distract me You’re the only thing that attracts me Your words were nothing I expected you to say Colorado seemed so far away With winter ending, your summer’s comin’ soon Born in the valley, but the mountain’s where I grew You only want me for the way I make you feel Dying romance, and the sound of spinning wheels At night you look up to the heavens dark above The stars make you realize all that matters is your love Aspen Stars Aspen Stars You’re going nowhere You’re going nowhere And nobody cares Yeah nobody cares

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every mirror even rearview i gaze into wishing well for you tryna find me every time i look away it’s a hard reset please so i’ve arrived now at this hotel lounge i eat meat beyond my means until my stomach sours all these people they got money bunch of real deals and i wanna spit in the flowers there’s a bar fly he’s got my name on him i got his eyes on me he wanna take me home in my mind’s eye i watch him chew me up i watch me spit you out oh no no no i gotta go you chased me down there for a good twenty miles back in Charleston man i was just passing through but i remembered that night we were laughing in bed and i realized this will all end i squeezed your hand til it burned red now i’m just trying not to see my grave in every goddamn mile ahead so tell me how now did we get here to this place where we don’t dance no more i can’t see straight i been driving too long i need space now but once we had a home we had a home and i said “I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I”

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Winter turns to fall?Morning darkens all?And the roaring sun it starts to fall You’re a war machine?Living hard and mean?No I can’t believe what you want to see All the time you’ve seen Didn’t look between the lines of all those books you read Devil dancing on a garden wall?Ain’t it funny you’re the one that falls Was it you I heard that crying call And you’d rather just be one?In the gullet of a maxim gun?Burning through the masses of the one’s for whom your god is young And you’d rather hold some other’s son?Keep me marching to the restless drum?Oh my lover, my love, oh what have I done??More than should anyone Just a war machine?Living hard and mean?You wouldn’t care to know the blood I’ve seen Hundred thousand lives?Scattered over little miles?Sacred medals in the sunlight gleam And you’d rather just be one?In the gullet of a maxim gun?Burning through the masses of the one’s for whom your god is young And you’d rather hold some other’s son?Keep me marching to the restless drum?Oh my lover, beloved, oh what have I done? Though you’re far away You’ll never let me go?Though you’ll never stoop to show You’re kingdom’s crown?Bound in bones you’ve broken down In a court of silent sound Just a war machine?Living hard and mean?You didn’t look between the lines I’m on a garden wall?Laughing while the garden falls?And I smile to see the blood that love can breed Just a war machine You’re a war machine You’re a war machine My love oh my lover

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I try to hold on But there's no use The burn under my skin Starts the abuse And I'm gone And I'm gone I lose all I know I am controlled By somebody else I wrestle myself And I'm Gone And I'm Gone And I'm Gone And I'm Gone Oh dear depression you've got me on my knees Once more Oh please can't you see This is not me Dark devils inside Can't always fight it off And I'm gone Gone Oh dear depression you've got me on my knees Once more And I hate everything that I love And I hate that I love anything Doctor please don't pull the plug 'Cause I'm such a sweet girl when I'm me Meet my depression she’s got me on my knees Once more (Once more)