Lyrics:
I fell in love before I could learn?To love myself?My mental health is getting worse?And shes gone?Im a victim of playing it safe?Too little too late?Afraid of the stakes??Waited up all night?Id have waited five?To be rejected by a smile??Is it the wrinkles in my face I drank dry??Or was I only a crutch?When you just wanted to touch?And you just wanted to stay the night?Yeah you just wanted to love?Yeah you just wanted the love from me tonight??I stopped respecting myself?To cater to your growth?Again were drunk as hell?Why cant we take it slow?Another pop song about?Someone you cant make home?We need to stop this now?A self aware self note??I set my sights on Orion?Its cuffing season?Winter months?A glass of wine to keep warm?Another word about how we dont work?Oh youre so much work?A wonder???Is it the wrinkles in my face I drank dry?Or was I only a crutch?When you just wanted to touch?And you just wanted to stay the night?Yeah you just wanted to love?Yeah you just wanted the love from me tonight??I stopped respecting myself?To cater to your growth?Again were drunk as hell?Why cant we take it slow?Another pop song about?Someone you can make home?We need to stop this now?A self aware self note??Is it the wrinkles in my face I drank dry?Or was I only a crutch?When you just wanted to touch?And you just wanted to stay the night?Yeah you just wanted to love?Yeah you just wanted the loveLyrics:
If you expected me to stay then Im not talking clear as I thought I said I dont need you, I was so close to defeated as I awoke to the pain of your scars Well you did not complain when you was busy holding the cards No no no you did not complain when you was busy wearing me out When did I become a word for creep? When did I become the worst of me? I wanna thank you shy guy for all you suffered for At the tip of my tongue the words fall like heartache Does it take a long time to feel less like (To feel less like) Like dying to me You looked so different when you came back from your trip You said youre busy shedding everything that we had ever started Well you did not complain when you was busy holding the cards You look so different now I wish we never started No no no you did not complain when you was busy wearing me out Everything youve fought for just took off wearing platforms Save yourself the worries, your egos way too fragile Learn from your mistakes Dont text her that you lover her Hold yourself accountable You dont hate losing her You just hate losing I wanna thank you shy guy for all that youve suffered for At the tip of my tongue the words fall like heartache Does it take a long time to feel less like dying? (To feel less like) Like dying to meLyrics:
INTEGRATE SEPARATE?MAKE UP YOUR MIND?WHITE FOLKS STAY COMFORTABLE?BLACK FOLKS DIE YOUNG?CHERRY PICK IMITATE?TOWING THE LINE??I NEED A HALF OF A PERC?BUT NOT JUST THE PERKS OF MY LABOR?I WAS A WHITE BOY?SELLING GREEN, BOY?TO THE BLACK BOYS?THAT GET SHOT, BOY?IT AIN'T RIGHT?WHATCHU MEAN??YOU KNOW THAT YOU LIVE IN THE PAST?OH DONT YOU BE TALKING THAT ACT?OR THEY GONNA COME FOR YOUR ASS??I NEED A LITTLE MORE WORK?BUT NOT JUST THE PLIGHT OF MY NEIGHBORS?I NEED A NEW VOICE?NOT THE SAME TONGUE?NOT THE OLD CHOICE?THAT TOOK TRAYVON?IT AIN'T RIGHT?WHATCHU MEAN?YOU KNOW THAT YOU LIVE IN THE PAST?OH DONT YOU BE TALKING THAT ACT?OR THEY GONNA COME FOR YOUR ASS??WE SHOULD HAVE KNOWN?TAKES ONE TO KNOW ONE?IT WAS ME ALL ALONG?SHOOK TO MY CORE?WE WILL MOVE FORWARD?A CULTURE OF HOPE?APPROPRIATE THE FINEST THINGS?WEAR YOUR CHAINS?WHAT HAVE WE EARNED??OR WHAT HAVE WE DONE RIGHT??WE SHOULD HAVE KNOWN?I CANT BELIVE MY EYES? I WANT TO SEE?I WANT SOME RELIEF?I WANT TO BELIEVE IM THE ONLY ONE THATS WAKING UP FROM THIS DREAM?WE SHOULD HAVE KNOWN??TOWING THE LINE??I NEED A HALF OF A PERC?BUT NOT JUST THE PERKS OF MY LABOR?I WAS A WHITE BOY?SELLING GREEN, BOY?TO THE BLACK BOYS?THAT GET SHOT, BOY?IT AINT RIGHT?WHATCHU MEAN??YOU KNOW THAT YOU LIVE IN THE PAST?OH DONT YOU BE TALKING THAT ACT?OR THEY GONNA COME FOR YOUR ASS